A Short Break

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Looking back, me realised that (by calculation) I have been writing 1 post in my blog every other day.

Come to think of it, averagely 1 in every 2 days. Wow, how did me do it?

Everytime before writing anything, my brain will go blank but when me start to type, words will form automatically. (Of course, there is always a topic in my mind prior to putting it down in black and white).

Hmmm, what have I achieved in creating my blog?

1) A collection of my old Chinese articles which were published in some weekly magazines long time ago;

2) To record certain happenings during the voyage of my life.

3) To entertain, mostly myself, by writing some "Old Beng's tales".

4) To link some interesting articles from other bloggers.

5) To render my emotion towards my cha-bo-lang. (Think sometime it is easier to bring the message across via blogging than face to face conversation).

6) Get to know many bloggers via the blog's world. (Some bloggers are already my friends whereby we have met but many more are still faceless cyber friends).

Me will be having a short break from blogging and will come back again probably in mid April. Half a month of "No blogging world", think me will be able to refrain form blogging for 2 weeks since me have been blogging so frequently for the past 6 months? Let's see.

Till me write again, do take care.

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阿肥狗 - Lucky

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My cha-bo-lang is a dog lover but ever since our last 2 dogs passed away, we have decided not to keep any more dogs. Reasons being my cha-bo-lang loves dogs so much until she cannot take it when they are gone.

As we usually frequent temples during 初一、十五(First and Fifteenth of lunar calendar), we happened, in fact it is SHE, happened to find a BIG, FAT dog at one of the temples which we go often.

That Big, Fat dog has a name which fits a dog well - Lucky (whatelse?)

Lucky has a pair of beautiful brown eyes and whenever she looks at us, my cha-bo-lang's heart will melt.

Despite Lucky's big size, she is hyper friendly and easily mixes and plays with anyone who cares to go up to her and touch her.

She is famous for catching rats at the temple, yes RATS and apparantly she has very good results (according to the people at the temple).

One of her favourate trick is when you stand in front of her and say," Lucky, hand", she will raise and offer her right paw to you and also her left paw respectively.

Normally when me and my cha-bo-lang go to look for her, she is usually sleeping at a cool corner but upon hearing my cha-bo-lang calling her name, she will wake up and rush towards her.

Although she is closer to my cha-bo-lang, she does come to me as me always sayang her head affectionately though at times me quite scared of her saliva.

My cha-bo-lang is so fond of this Lucky that she usually tells me, "Oei, 阿肥 (calling me), I am going to see my dog, you coming along?"

It's good that my cha-bo-lang is happy with seeing Lucky as and when she is free and the temple is only a 5-min drive from our house.

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Important Note: Although the license collar tag isn't around her neck when me took the photo using my handphone, Lucky is a licensed dog whereby the owner paid the license fees every year without fail. It was only taken down when the owner bathed her earlier.

A - Z

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Lately me very the busy until no time to post, just told my cha-bo-lang yesterday that me might just stop my blog at the 100th marks.

Then today, while busy-ing halfway, something strike my mind and this is the outcome of it:-

A - Z of Old Beng.

A : Angry
To get angry is to punish myself with someone's error so me usually don't get angry, me only will get even.

B : Blog
Lim peh ka li kong.

C : Cha-bo-lang
The most important person in the world to me.

D : Dinner
Dinner at home with cha-bo-lang almost everyday. 幸福哦.

E : Egg
Love to eat egg but always kena refrained by cha-bo-lang at only maximum 1 per day

F : Fluency
Very fluent in Hokkien dialects especially scolding words.

G : Girl Girl
Bio-ing girl girl is one hobby lim peh can never get enough especially in swimming pool and at the beach.

H : Homely couple
Me and my cha-bo-lang are a pair of hyper homely couple who loves to stay at home.

I : International
Middle finger is an International well understood gasture.

J : Jolie
Angelina Jolie - lim peh's dream girl.

K : KPO
Lim peh cannot tahan people too nosy, everything also want to KPO

L : Loh-so
Lim peh getting more and more loh-so lately, think me is really getting old liao.

M : Money
Don't know why leh, money always not enough.

N : Nag
Cha-bo-lang's favourite past time hobby on Old Beng. :p

O : Oh-My-God
A phrase always used by Old Beng me whenever me see/hear/know something unusual.

P : Phui
Ah Phui - a name cha-bo-lang calls me. (For non-Hokkien friend, Phui = Fat)

Q : Queer
Me no queer, me very the straight one thus cannot stand the movie "Brokeback Mountain"

R : Roar
Cha-bo-lang's weapon.

S : Supper
Something which is a history term, have not had supper for a long long time.

T : Table-tennis
A game me enjoy playing but hardly have the time now. (Was a school player).

U : Uncle
Uncle = Old Beng. :(

V : Virgin
Am still a virgin...... today only, he he he.

W : Wife
Thank you for being so understanding and be with me through thick and thin.

X : X'mas
My favourite festival especially enjoying the season's lovely atmosphere with loved one.

Y : Yo-yo
Me played yo-yo extremely well when me was a boy but then again, who cares?

Z : Zzzzzz
Always try to sleep by 11 pm but hardly succeeded in doing so, must try to sleep early.

Now I know my A-B-C, next time won't you sing with me...

lim peh kong wan liao

心经

开经偈

无上甚深微妙法

百千万劫难遭遇

我今见闻得受持

愿解如来真实义

心经

观自在菩萨

行深般若波罗蜜多时

照见五蕴皆空

度一切苦厄

舍利子

色不异空

空不异色

色即是空

空即是色

受想行识

亦复如是

舍利子

是诸法空相

不生不灭

不垢不净

不增不减

是故空中无色

无受想行识

无眼耳鼻舌身意

无色声香味触法

无眼界

乃至无意识界

无无明

亦无无明尽

乃至无老死

亦无老死尽

无苦集灭道

无智亦无得

以无所得故

菩提萨埵

依般若波罗蜜多故

心无罣碍

无罣碍故

无有恐怖

远离颠倒梦想

究竟涅槃

三世诸佛

依般若波罗蜜多故

得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提

故知般若波罗蜜多

是大神咒

是大明咒

是无上咒

是无等等咒

能除一切苦

真实不虚

故说般若波罗蜜多咒

即说咒曰揭谛揭谛

波罗揭谛

波罗僧揭谛

菩提萨婆诃

回向偈

愿以此功德

莊严佛净土

上报四重恩

下济三塗苦

若有见闻者

悉发菩提心

尽此一报身

同生极乐国

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今天是农历二月十九，也是观世音菩萨诞辰，也正好是我的blog的第一百篇文章，献上心经与各位分享。

99

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Looking back from my creation of my blog "lim peh ka li kong" since 26 September 2005 which is 6 months from now, me had written 99 postings (including this one).

Still remembered my friend, Ipromise ever mentioned that he can get a publisher to publish all my "Old Beng's Tale" when me reach my 300th postings.

Now with the stepping into the 100th postings, Ipromise has been so afraid of his promise that he has gone into hiding and "siam" all the way to China, just to avoid lim peh.

Ha ha just joking la, please come back to Singapore, me promise me will not force you to fulfill your offer cos me is happy and contented in just writting in my blog. Don't scared, come back.

If one actually got a lot of time to spend and nothing better to do, one can go and count all my postings, you will realise that there are actually 106 postings till now instead of 99 as me mentioned.

In fact, there are 7 postings which were not written by lim peh, thus me cannot take the credits and these are the following 7 postings:-

1)Cartoon.

2)Lau Hero's 1st Chinese Blog.

3) A Touching Story - by Dewi.

4)Women's 32 Secrets - by Ji Ji.

5)No Eye See See's View On Me.

6)Count Down At Orchard Road - by No Eye See See.

7)A Poem From A Friend - by Ling.

x x x x x

My next posting will be my 100th thus I will be doing a special one tomorrow but sorry to those who don't understand Chinese cos it is a posting which I am writting in relation to "Birth of the God Of Mercy - 南無观世音菩萨".

x x x x x

There is always something tuanting my mind whenever I look at the counter of my blog.

The numbers of comments left in my blog compared to the number of visitors are far beyond proportion. Apparantly, there are many invisible and silence readers out there reading my blog but never leave a comment or 2 for me.

It's alright actually, just to say a big thank you to all who take the effort and time to come into my blog, with or without leaving any comment for me.

Thank you for your frequent clicking into my blog and reading all my nonsense about Old Beng's tales, old Chinese ghost stories and some affairs of my life.

Me still believe in the following when writting my postings:-

The best jokes are true and the best truths are joke.

Hope I am able to continue to write more craps, not just for the sake of entertaining you, but more likely to entertain myself :)

lim peh kong wan liao

男与女

（旧著）

自古至今，人们一直在讨论“男女是否平等”这个多余的问题。男女平等是否真的那么重要？非得分个胜负不可吗？

其实这个问题是不会有答案的，不论你帮那一边，到头来还是吃力不讨好，就让这个问题永久地流传下去吧。

男人一出世就和女人不同（废话，当然不同），最重要的差别就在于男方比女方重二两，也就是这区区的二两重鉴定了是男是女。

大多数的人都重男轻女，一生儿子就开心得不得了，一生女儿便说是赔钱货。

恋爱期间，约会时，男方总是等女方；除非是朋友阶段，不然一切花费都是男朋友出钱。

男女之间的差别也在化妆上。一上街，大多数的女子都会花上一段时间在化妆上，似乎是不敢以真面目见人（当然也有一些女子不用化妆也敢上街）。男子就不同，甭什么化妆也敢面对众人。

男子主要的目标是工作，女人则是厨房军师。但可悲的是厨房军师已越来越少，女强人却越来越多。

男子一生担忧事业成功与否，女人则为容颜而担心。女子太美是缺点，担心引来狼群；太丑又怕没人要。

男子在外搞三搞四，人说“逢场做戏，那只猫不吃腥”。女子不从一而终，哗！不得了，人人骂她淫荡。

有这么一句话：“男人以爱为手段，以性为目标；女人则以性为手段，以爱为目标。”

其实男女又有什么分别？上帝创造了男人和女人，本就是要互相衬托；君不见男女之间的生理结构是那么的玄妙，可以配合的那么天衣无缝。

是男是女又怎样？日子还是得照样的过，男女一样是人，只要活开心，性别重要吗？怕的是明明是女人却想扮男人；而明明是雄赳赳的大男生却想变性。

日后，如果男女可随意变性，我想天下终必大乱，到时中性人满街皆是，别说不骇人，我虽不排斥但也不支持。

总之一句话，男女有别，是男是女早已注定，如想来个二合一，HELP YOURSELF，千万咪搞我，小生怕怕。

Adults' Craps Said To Poor Children

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Me remembered very well that when me was just a little, sweet, innocent, ignorant, happy, small boy, me always heard my father, my mother, my uncles, my aunties, my elder brother, my teachers (to sum up : the adults) say things me didn't agree at all.

Now that me already an old uncle, me realised that me sometimes also talk the same way those adults used to talk, wa-lao eh, must change.

Me usually tell the younger generation (those still schooling) that it is very much better to be a student than to work. Guess what answer you will get if you were to tell any student?

"Working better la, no need to pay school fees and can earn money some more; no need to study for tests and exams; Can keep any hair-style I like;"

Yeah me also said those same lines then but now that we are working adults, what do you think? Me wish that me can turn back the clock and be a student again.

Adults say, "You don't talk so much, just do what I say, don't do what I do."
This is definitely a wrong way of treating your children. Though they may still be young but think they deserve at least a rational explanation before forcing anything down their throats.

"I eat salt more than you eat rice." Yeah right, how come you still so healthy without the slightest symptom of illness? Eat so much salt? Gila?

"I am your father/mother and BECAUSE I say so!"
Oh please, this is the worst shit. You don't pull rank just because you are the poor chap's parent. I always believe in reasoning even if the person I am talking to is a minor unless of course he/she is below 5 years old and the understanding of certain issues is far beyond his/her capability.

"Don't ever let me hear you swearing again."
How can the young chap say decent words when you as a parent use the F word in every sentence you talk?

"Why you so stupid? See our neighbour so-and-so did so much better than you in the tests and exams!"
Parents and teachers, don't ever say such things to the young hearts. Not everybody is good in his study so you cannot compare and condemn the poor kid. You sure a U-grad earns a better living and makes more money than one who is not a U-grad? Ha! think again.

"I don't know why I give birth to you?"
Come on, admit it, you gave birth to him because of the mere pleasure you wanted to enjoy then so don't blame.

"If you don't behave yourself, the Police will come and catch you."
Policemen always kena framed as bad guys to scare the poor kids, ha ha. Some other people who kena framed are the "Garang-gunu man" and the "A-Pu-Na-Na" (No offence please).

"When I was your age, I never gave my parent any problem."
Ha ha, lying with the eyes open big big, ya ya, I believe all parents then were very good children.

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Twins

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Me was driving home from work one evening when me heard some interesting issues over the radio.

In U.S.A. some 40 over years ago, a pair of twin-brothers upon birth, each was given away to 2 different families.

None of the families upon their adoption knew anything about the baby was in fact 1 of the 2 twins and some interesting facts were noted when the twins met again.

I did not manage to hear the full story cos by the time I switched on the radio, the DJ was already talking about their reunion after 40 over years of separation.

Both the twins were named James by their adopted parents and both were good in the same subject while schooling (Think it was Mathematics and Arts).

Both married his wife at the same age and both their wives are called Linda. Both the twin brothers have 2 sons each.

Both the twin bothers divorced his wife in the same year and both later re-married to another lady with the same name as Betty.

Strange right?!?!?!

I can understand why their lives are so alike but I cannot understand the coincidents of the names of themselves and their 2 wives, just the thought of it send a funny, uneasy coldness down my spine.

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狮城怪谈 （七）

（旧著）

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这个故事，发生在最热闹的街道附近。一个女大学生，深夜独自在家，连连听到“咯咯”声。。。

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长发女人头 高级住宅外飘游

人鬼之间是有着界限的！？真是这样吗？
正所谓： 人不犯鬼、鬼不犯人。当真是如此吗？

x x x x x

新加坡最出名的街道是那一条？

最多人到访的街道又是哪里？

我想如果我说乌节路是最出名，最多人到访的街道，该不会有人反对吧。

在乌节路一带，建有一整排的高级住宅，价值非凡。路过的行人往往都会向那整排的高级住宅区投以羡慕的眼光，希望自己也会有一天能搬进去住。

林小倩，一名大学生，就居住在其中一间住宅里。

小倩多数住在大学的宿舍里，虽然她拥有一辆车，但是为了省时间便不回家住，只在学校假期时，才回去住。

这天，小倩的考试刚完，由于有几个星期的假期，她便回家住几天。

在游了一个傍晚泳后，小倩便以毛巾擦着她那湿湿的长发回到客厅里。

小倩的父母这时正从楼上走下来，只见二人穿着很讲究。

“哇噻！金童玉女要到那儿去，穿到这么体面？”小倩作弄父母。

“胡说八道，什么金童玉女？真让人听了笑掉大牙！”小倩的母亲笑着说。

“小倩，妳妈和我今晚被胡叔叔请喝喜酒，妳自己煮饭吃吧，所有的佣人都放假一天，妳得亲自动手了。”小倩的父亲说道。

“是，是，你放心去玩吧，我会自己照顾自己的，O.K？”小倩堆着父母到门外。

小倩的父母离开后，小倩便去洗澡。

洗刷完毕后，小倩草草泡了一包快熟面，加上罐头，倒也吃得津津有味。

饱食一顿后，人也变得有点懒洋洋。拉上厚厚的窗帘，开着冷冷的冷气，加上漫布整屋陈百强忧怨的歌声，闭眼躺在沙发上，刹时小倩觉得舒适非常。

正当她正深深地陶醉在那忧怨缠绵的歌声里，唱片已播到尽头。

“唉！怎么我从不曾遇到过象陈百强这么极度Romantic的男子？”小倩喃喃自语。

小倩起身换了另一个纯音乐的唱片，然后拿了一本亦舒的《玫瑰的故事》，便开始沉溺在爱情故事里。

当小倩阅读到一半时，忽然听到“咯”的一声。

由于她正阅读到极精彩的部分，便没去注意那一声“咯”。

一会儿，又传来那一声“咯”。

小倩把手上的小说搁在大腿上，细听四周围，希望能知道那一声声的“咯”从何处传来。
过了一会儿，没再听到任何声音，小倩便又继续投入家明与玫瑰的世界里。。。

x x x x x

半夜，小倩在浓浓的睡意中隐隐听到一阵高吭的歌声。虽然小倩以枕头盖着头，那一阵歌声还是传入她耳中。

慢慢地，那高音女人才逐渐停止了她那哀怨的歌声。小倩也渐渐地再次进入梦乡。。。

x x x x x

几天后，小倩的父母又再双双出外应酬，留下小倩一人在家里。

观赏过“金童玉女一线牵”后，小倩又再继续阅读她那未曾看完的“玫瑰的故事”。

当她阅读到一半时，同样的，如几天前一般，她又听到“咯”的一声。小倩不以为然的继续阅读。

“咯，咯！”此时传来两声，小倩把小说搁下四处张望，希望能发现到声音是从何处来。

“咯，咯，咯。”声音由窗外传了进来，象是有人正在敲拍着玻璃窗。

“咯，咯。。。”

小倩一步一步走向窗帘，一边想：“会是谁呢？难道爸爸妈妈忘了带钥匙？又难道是隔壁的邻居想借东西？”

走到窗帘前，小倩双手拉着厚厚的窗帘。

当她一手一边往两旁一拉，窗外的景象一目了然。

不看犹可，一看，心差点停止跳动。只见窗外，离她只有一尺的距离，正飘浮着一个长发女人的头。

那个只有头部的长发女人有着一张很苍白的脸孔，正对着小倩咧嘴而笑，直瞪着小倩。面对着这么一个恐怖的画面，小倩顿时呆伫在原地，弹动不得，只能眼巴巴地看着那个人头对着她狂笑。

仿佛是一世纪那么长，小倩才如梦魇中醒过来，大叫一声。

大叫过后，小倩才从瘫痪中活动过来。她马上把窗帘遮盖起来，连连后退，甚至把沙发和桌子撞倒也不知晓。

只听见那人头还在狂笑着，更传来一阵阵的“咯，咯”声，似乎那人头正在撞着玻璃窗。

小倩不知觉地连声高叫，希望那些喊叫声会消除她内心的恐惧。在不知喊了几声后，小倩转过身没命似的跑上二楼的睡房。

跑进睡房后，马上把窗帘拉上，便钻进被窝里发抖，嘴里不停懈地祷告着。

那人头似乎不放过小倩，一直徘徊在窗外猛笑着。小倩在被窝里不停地祷告着，整个人骇怕到不停的发抖。

时间一分一秒过去了，忽然有人掀起她的被窝，小倩猛然发出一声惊天动地的叫声，把那人吓得跌退几步。

“怎么啦？小倩，发生什么事？”原来是小倩的母亲回来了。

“妈！”小倩见到母亲，整个人投向母亲的怀抱，这时才哭出声来。

当晚，小倩整夜无法入睡。到了半夜，又传来拿一阵哀怨的女歌声，越唱越大声。

最后，歌声转变为狂笑声，续而又转变为号哭声，使人听后毛骨悚然。

小倩被那恐怖的声折磨了一个晚上，到清晨七点才慢慢闭上双眼昏昏睡去。

x x x x x

“哇！”小倩在睡梦中惊醒过来，整头的冷汗。

从她母亲的口中，小倩才知道原来在年余前，隔壁搬进了一个女人，由于被人骗了，便自杀身亡。

从此以后，每隔一段时间便会传来她那哀怨的歌声。不知怎么的，她竟会来骚扰小倩。

这件事过后，小倩再也不敢独自一人留在家里，更打算在日后大学毕业后搬出去住，尽量不回去那令她骇怕的家。。。

（故事七完）

Q & A

lim peh ka li kong

Different people will respond differently to a question. Below are some questions that were been answered by different people (some answers are real and some are not so real and some are just "make believe".)

I believe through the answers, one is able tell who the people are even though I named them as A, B, C and D.

No prize for guessing correctly hor.

lim peh kong wan liao

What have you got to say to the young generation regarding taking video/photo shots via their mobile phone?
A: Lim peh ka li kong, don't ever do such stupid thing la.
B: Silly girls for agreeing to it. They should not even agree to having sex in the first place when they are still underage.
C: Aiyo, the new generation punks all anyhow think, anyhow do one, where got logic thinking? You do it, you answer for it la, don't blame and don't complain.
D: I am not against it but must be extra careful in keeping your handphone.

What do you think of our current Government?
A: ......... (No comment)
B: Not answering cos I am not interested to know anything.
C: Must help the poor and give them more money to spend la cos nothing is more important than money.
D: No eye see them la.

What is your favourite book?
A: Books with many many pictures one, lately got a little bit 老花.
B: My tar-por-lang's bank's account books.
C: Don't like to read book la, watch tv and play golf more.
D: No choice now, only got time to read school textbooks.

What is most important to you?
A: My family.
B: My family.
C: Money la, what else?
D: My life.

What is your favourite food?
A: My cha-bo-lang's cooking, yummy.
B: Chocolate.
C: Cigarette. Huh? What cigarette is not food? To me it is more important than food ok!
D: Mum's cooking.

What is your most commonly said phrase?
A: Lim peh ka li kong
B: Old man ..... (depending on what I need him to do)
C: Si mi pun kay, tiong yew ai wu lui.
D: "$%?>&* (Sorry, vulgarity not allowed)

Who is your favourite star in Singapore? Why?
A: Fiona Xie cos she looks like my cha-bo-lang.
B: Cannot think of anyone cos seldom watch local show.
C: Fiona Xie cos I like her petite size but with gooooood vital stats. (Drooling until the floor also flood)
D: Not even one can make it, really no fxxking eyes see la.

Who is your favourite star outside Singapore? Why?
A: Angelina Jolie cos her lips very the sexy. (Whispering softly: her figure very good also)
B: ...... (No answer given cos B was staring at A with eyes open big big, dare not interupt her).
C: Also Angelina Jolie cos her figure no horse run (Drool even more)
D: Lee Hom cos his music's cool.

What is your darkest secret?
A: Lim peh buay sai ka li kong, cannot tell you la.
B: Don't be so kay-poh over others' secret, ok?
C: Hmmmm.... free than tell you.
D: What kind of KNN question is this? Secret how to share with you?

What is the one thing you always do everyday without fail?
A: Give my cha-bo-lang a kiss before going to work.
B: Nag at my tar-por-lang.
C: Dig gold.
D: 200 push-ups.

What is one blog which you will visit everyday?
A: Lim peh ka li kong, WAHAHAHAHA...
B: Lim peh ka li kong (must track closely in order to know what he has been doing behind my back)
C: I don't read blog everyday la.
D: Lately too busy with school work, no time to read blog everyday.

What will you ask for if you were granted a wish?
A: Ask for 3 more wishes.
B: World peace.
C: Unlimited cash.
D: More time with parents.

What is your happiest time of your life?
A: Honeymooning with cha-bo-lang.
B: Honeymooning with tar-por-lang.
C: Still waiting.
D: Childhood time.

What is the motto of your life?
A: Try to be happy, want to be happy and must be happy.
B: Live happily, eat healthily.
C: Work hard, play hard and hope to strike toto.
D: Live my life to the fullest and live everyday as if it is my last day.

念旧

（旧著）

老年人都喜好 “想当年”，时不时便会怀旧一番。

诸不知那日在整理抽屉之际，发现了一些早已被遗忘的事物，才发觉原来自己也会怀旧。

抽屉里的东西，有一些是真的忘记了；有一些却是故意不去想它。。。以为这样就能把不想想起的事情忘掉。

在抽屉里找到一把孩童时亲手造的小弹弓，刹那间，和儿时玩伴嬉戏玩乐的美好时光又再浮现在脑海里，可是儿时的玩伴，现都已失去联络。

在一个盒子里找到一颗假的红宝石，由我远居在中国的姨母，去年来新探我们时带来送我的，由红宝石想起姨母在新三个月时所发生的事情：朴素、勤劳、老实的姨母，只匆匆居留了三个月便又飞回中国了。。。忽然惊觉自己已有好一段时间没给她写信了。

最后见到的是一束用红粗线缚着的旧信，阅着阅着，不禁再次想起我的初恋情人。重读以前所写的情信，想着以往曾与她度过的日子，心里突觉沉重，初恋大多都没好结果的。

那一刻，好想知道她最近怎样了，可有把那头秀发剪了？还是那么的怕冷？可能。。。已有另一个他正陪伴着她，就象以往的我和她。

本想把那一大束的旧信扔掉，却怎样也狠不下心，毕竟那是我的初恋。。。更何况我本是一个念旧的人，就让那些信继续在抽屉里吧。

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2006 后记：

我为曾经被我射下当宠物的鸟儿忏悔，因我的自私而丧失你的自由。。。

表哥去年来新，得知姨母年老体较弱，无法跟随表哥一同来新游玩，知晓姨母只是年老脚力略弱，心稍安。是时候去一趟中国了。。。

是否得不到的总是最好？我不认为如此。现在如果与初恋情人重逢，除了想知道她过得如何，个别心态、思想、观念、一切一切想必也已不同。。。嗯