Still Without You

lim peh ka li kong

This morning when me woke up....

There was no one there to try to out-run me to use the toilet.

There were no fingers poking into my nostrils to stop my snoring last night.

For more than 24 hours liao, I never hear a single nagging.

I do things my way, my choice, my decision.

I have 100% freedom, to eat, to do things, to just nuah around. (Such rare occasions and opportunities for a married man).

YET...

I am not a bit happy at all.

It is now that I know that I am 贱骨头 yearning for her nagging.

It is now that I understand the true meaning of "Taking things for granted".

It is now that I truly realise that my life is never complete without her around.

2 more days to go......

lim peh kong wan liao